So I said to myself... "why not?"

I have been thunderstruck... completely taken aback, amazed. 

As has been true to form in my life, my whole life, the tides have changed suddenly.  Just like that.

One day I'm going along doing my thing, unawares of the mighty torrents in the ether around me, and the next thing I know my whole life has been turned inside-out, shaken out of its malaise, in a most positive manner.  The Universe knocked on my door, and I opened it.

And this time, I am going to listen and move to the intuitions of my heart.  This time, I'm stepping into the mighty flow of good energies and great blessings that befall me.  This time, I've said to myself, 'why not?', and I've stepped off the precipice in a leap of faith into unknown terrain.

I'm changing companies in accepted pursuit of a new job.  And I've met my equal in accepted pursuit of a new relationship. 

In moments of all of a sudden both of them arrived in my life, within days of one another.  I wasn't looking for either - I had set my intention some time ago about both and let the notions go, to germinate as the universe would see fit.  Both, through the avenues of third party assistance, led me to these great good things in my life.

I still have to stop in wonder of it all.  It all has been breakneck, profound, deep, and exciting. 

When both opportunities arose in my life, the question to me was "Would you be willing to...?"  My response both times was an open-minded, "Why not?" 

Why not, indeed.

I listened, I watched, I entertained more details; I saw things I value deeply and require, I met both opportunities on level ground, unabashed, and I welcomed the exchange.  And both opportunities responded to me in kind, full out.

A season of blessing and expansion is upon me.

My bated breath is beginning to find a new rhythm.

I am scared to death.  And I am excited to life.

It's all unknown before me, all of it.  And that's a grand good thing for this Geminian soul.  Let the adventures begin...

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The second half of my life is started; my intuition tells me it is, by far and away, the better half of my life.  In so, so many ways.

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Dear Universe,

Hello, hello!  Just wanted to drop a short note to say simply, 'thank you.'

It has been worth the wait.  More than I can convey, it has been worth the wait.

I really don't have words to speak my heart; I know that you know.  I do and I am.

All my love and cow patties to you,

Caz

Comments

[Charlie Woods]

Beautiful. Caz I can feel your joy and its delightful. Thank you for this beautiful and emtional piece of writing.